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Memories of a Child

I have memories of a child, But I'm not sure if it’s me. Recent reminders of closer times Are dull and mundane, Boring repetitive days. But the visions of the child are exciting. Surely we are not the same person. The child giggles about anything remotely fun, Only the fear of rain clouds her thoughts. But I pass most of my hours Sat alone, Mentally running from nightmares I dare not confront. How can we be the same? Can such a change occur over less than a decade? This cannot be me. But I wish I could remember if it was. Just to be sure of somethi

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Yesterday's EyesIs supposed to be the time That we feel the most alive We're not meant to sit and wonder About all the mistakes we have made
We are holding on to All of our secret regrets But now is the time To cut the strings and try to move on
We are looking through Yesterday's eyes Trying to understand All of their lies Yesterday's eyes Have made me blind To all the things That keep me alive Yesterday's Eyes
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AbraxusWhen you look into his eyes You'll feel the compassion rise But this demon knows the best lies And the way to your heart "Surrender my darling" He whispers in your ear Try to keep your wits about you Then you'll see through his charm
The charisma leads to passion He'll hold your actions in his mind He's a puppetier lover And he only wants to break you down
Even though she hears every lie She keeps her cautious side in line Cos she believes That she can change his stars
The clock strikes 12 again Shes awakes to find nothin Abraxus
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These Eyes Have LivedWith eyes like stone I survey the wasteland Heart heavy as marble Hollowed like the desolate houses The homes that once held the fires Around which hopes of families roared Now the fires have consumed them all And died with the final stars
These eyes These reddened, aching eyes That danced with laughter Used to gaze at wonderous beauty Now that has been for forgotten. Hands that now lie shaking In a lap that used to bouce children Have lost their warmth and sense of touch No longer will they feel the softness And I, will never again &n These Eyes Have Lived
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Liar - ArtistWhen will this stop?
Don’t you know that I can’t feel anything Except what I have read about in stories Like a sunrise that highlights A strange romance I’m missing out on All those emotions held up for me I’m sure there is grief there to feed on
Take this life away from me Because I’ve stolen all I need Building fairy tales is easy When I have you for my inspiration The rest is drawn by a fabricated imagination That puts the pieces together in a new direction
Keep your secrets hidden from me Hide your memories awa Liar - Artist
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Body of Art, Art of Music...Sliding my fingers along the frets. Picturesque. Its resonating beauty, surrounding, becoming one. Life, capable of reaching all those who posess the gift of soul, A sense of morality, idealism could only relate to something so....flawless.
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Alien Angels with hopes for the future...

Thu Jun 21, 2007, 2:07 PM

Alright, so I haven't posted a journal for over a year but I need somewhere to vent random stuff that, probably, no one will read.
From the last time I posted I've gotten a lot better. I am clear of all illnesses, which is lovely. I'm at college studying music, which is brilliant because I have met some wonderful people. I am in a really good band who actually have ambition and are willing to put in the hard work to get there (if you want to check us out [link]/alienangels)
And I am still with the love of my life. It's been nearly two and a half years and theres nice talk of wedding bells and such.
There's also band news that I don't really wish to talk about so...

How are you?

Steph

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Mood: Worried
Listening to: Paramore - Riot!
Reading: The Well Of Loniness
Watching: House
Eating: Chocolate
Drinking: Milk

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Current Residence: Derby/High Wycombe
Interests: Music - playing, writing, performing. Family, friends. Books, Films and TV
Favourite movie: Loving Annabelle
Favourite band or musician: Alien Angels www.myspace.com/alienangels
Favourite genre of music: Pop-Punk, Chick Rock, Indie, Rock, Hardcore, New Rave, Power Metal and Swing
Favourite poet or writer: Sarah Waters
Favourite photographer: M-M-M-My Sharona
Wallpaper of choice: Alien Angels
Favourite game: Final Fantasy games, Guitar Hero, SingStar
Favourite gaming platform: PS3
Favourite cartoon character: Stewie - Family Guy
Personal Quote: Muff love
Tools of the Trade: A pen, paper (or skin...), guitar, bass, drums, mandolin, voice, 4-track... and Mike

Website: http://www.myspace.com/smevil
Email: smevil@hotmail.com

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~Zyriax-Darkhelm Aug 13, 2007, 1:33:34 PM

Great writing! I will look forward to seeing more from you.

~smevil Sep 2, 2007, 9:12:43 AM

Thank you very much

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~corblimeyitsginger May 7, 2006, 4:53:18 AM

hello my smevil friend! hope your ok, love your stuff! from your fellow stephen king fanatic!...and i thought i was your fave artist ... hmmmffff... huff time

~BabyImBored Sep 18, 2005, 1:21:47 PM

Hey steph, like your stuff. Keep writing.

~imgonnabearockstar Aug 3, 2005, 4:58:14 AM

Hey, I like your stuff........It's fresh! Whoa, I can't belive I jst used that word.......Right, in that case, back to the CD player, shove it on full blast, with MCR streaming out so fast you can hardly breathe......aaaaahhhh........the good life! XxX

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~sarcaz Jul 18, 2005, 9:29:21 AM

Boo!!!!!!!!!

~weebl15 May 28, 2005, 4:17:04 AM

yo stephy. haven't spoken to you in a while so i thought I'd drop you a line (metaphorically of course or that would be slightly wierd, i mean what kind of line would i drop? i dont even know where you live also)

uhm yeah so hi